Attitude

O Lord, its so difficult to be good and keep a right attitude. I v started tryin to keep a right attitude and to try and be nice to all even to those who hurt me becoz i noticed recently that I am not at all keeping a right attitude and that is causing a lot of mental traums within me. uff i hate those days when I just feel so dejected and feel that I am the worst person in the whole universe. This usually happens when I try to get closer to God or when I pray well. Such time Satan is waiting like a raoring lion at the door of my heart just waitin to devour me and destroy me completely so that I will fall short of the grace of God. But then God is also not going to leave me simply and allow me to fall. He alwys comes close to me at such times and tells me that I am falling of and that I need to change myself.

Lord please help me to keep a positive attitude alwys. And though someone even tries to pierce my heart with a sword help me to forgive them and only show them that I still love them. Fill me with the Love that you have. I need you Lord to be with me and strengthen me. Amen!