Prayer of a lost soul!
Its a long long long time since I wrote something. I actually can't write like before. I don't know why but there is some vacuum within me. I just go blank.
I think this busy world is really getting over my head and tiring me so much that I cannot concentrate on God's word or on things of above. I feel fed up. I would love to live a life as a missionary for the Lord but I cannot may be cause I am not able to fully understand the calling of the Lord. May be God has different plans about me. I really understand the struggle of being able to live for the Lord. It's so very difficult to live a true Christian life without the grace of God.
I want to dedicate myself once more.
Lord, I come to your presence to dedicate myself once again into thy loving hands. The enemy is trying to pull me down each and every second. My short temper and depression is increasing day by day. He is making me feel like I am good for nothing. He is even making me hate my job now a days. My short temper is destroying the peace of my family life. I fear if I will be setting wrong example to my kid. Lord the more I try to come closer to you and to be as you want the more I fail and be more worse than before. The struggle is too difficult. Is it that you are just being silent and allowing the enemy to test me? If so I declare, "Whatever may happen I will love the Lord and even though the Lord will slay me I will serve the Lord." Yes Father I love you and I will serve you all the days of my life. Renew me and strengthen me. Help me to forget about myself and live for others. Fill me with the fruits of the holy spirit that is with love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Help me to keep myself away from all the worldly characters that stand as a wall between you and me. Help me with the power of the holy spirit to destroy all the boundaries that keep me away for enjoying the pleasure of your presence in my life.
Father I surrender completely again and again. Use me for the glorification of your name and your kingdom. May your kingdom come. May your will be done always. Lord wash me by the blood of the lamb that was crucified for my sake. Cleanse me and purify me. Forgive me all my sins of the past and make me a new creation. Draw me closer to your side. Be the shepherd of my life and make me an obedient sheep that will never go away from your side. Thank you Abba for your everlasting love and kindness. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Amen!
I think this busy world is really getting over my head and tiring me so much that I cannot concentrate on God's word or on things of above. I feel fed up. I would love to live a life as a missionary for the Lord but I cannot may be cause I am not able to fully understand the calling of the Lord. May be God has different plans about me. I really understand the struggle of being able to live for the Lord. It's so very difficult to live a true Christian life without the grace of God.
I want to dedicate myself once more.
Lord, I come to your presence to dedicate myself once again into thy loving hands. The enemy is trying to pull me down each and every second. My short temper and depression is increasing day by day. He is making me feel like I am good for nothing. He is even making me hate my job now a days. My short temper is destroying the peace of my family life. I fear if I will be setting wrong example to my kid. Lord the more I try to come closer to you and to be as you want the more I fail and be more worse than before. The struggle is too difficult. Is it that you are just being silent and allowing the enemy to test me? If so I declare, "Whatever may happen I will love the Lord and even though the Lord will slay me I will serve the Lord." Yes Father I love you and I will serve you all the days of my life. Renew me and strengthen me. Help me to forget about myself and live for others. Fill me with the fruits of the holy spirit that is with love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Help me to keep myself away from all the worldly characters that stand as a wall between you and me. Help me with the power of the holy spirit to destroy all the boundaries that keep me away for enjoying the pleasure of your presence in my life.
Father I surrender completely again and again. Use me for the glorification of your name and your kingdom. May your kingdom come. May your will be done always. Lord wash me by the blood of the lamb that was crucified for my sake. Cleanse me and purify me. Forgive me all my sins of the past and make me a new creation. Draw me closer to your side. Be the shepherd of my life and make me an obedient sheep that will never go away from your side. Thank you Abba for your everlasting love and kindness. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Amen!
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