Strengthen Me O! Lord...


This world is full of trials and troubles. It’s depressing to find our dreams shattered and it’s frustrating to see that those who promised to love and understand you have turned their backs at you when you really needed them. When I am shattered I cry and shout at anyone and turn wild and violent. I cannot control my emotions and I don’t know whom all I may hurt. But then I tried to adjust to all and to forgive and accept all and my heart started to cool but then suddenly the day came when my own family member misunderstood and pierced my heart with a sword. You feel so ashamed to have taken all that help from that person who at that time was smiling and helping but it was all with a crocked or selfish mind or heart and because of that 1 person the person who wanted to help is also in pain. Why is this world so crocked? How can someone be so different suddenly? Why didn’t we understand that person at first hand?

But now this doesn’t make me shattered and depressed but it’s causing me to be stronger and I feel to fight back by God’s power. I have prayed and now God will ask them for all that they have done to me. But Lord I know neither have I been perfect. I too hurt many out of the depression that I faced when I felt like I lost all. Lord Jesus you know my situation now. I feel disgraced in front of all. I feel like I have made only wrong decisions in life but you are able to lift me up and give me the strength to make my mistakes turn into happiness. So equip me with all the gifts of the Holy Spirit Lord so that I will have the strength to live on my own and depend only on you and not trouble or disturb anyone’s happiness. Forgive me for all the wrongs that I have caused for others till now. Make me a new creation.

But Lord I know that not all are hurting me with their heart. It’s by force that some are having to hurt me. You know and I know that. Lord I pray for that person. Please give the strength to that person to be successful in his/her mission and to have a happy life ahead. I know that its not only my dreams that are shattered but also that persons, may be that loss is more than mine. Please bless and turn all the thorns into flowers on our path. Please hear our cry Lord and have mercy. There is nothing that I can do without your help. I know that your hearing all our prayers and that you will surely open your eyes and give us the strength to win the race that we are challenging now.

Thank you so much for hearing our prayer Lord!

Amen!

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